Life has been a bit tough the last 2 months with Covid in place. Aiden is having meltdowns and it scares Dustin. It is draining go through it. I still love them to the moon and back. Thou shall pass. We are also having some very challenging times in our marriage. I hope we figure it out as it will be better for our kids and our own happiness. Deep down, I want to make this work and we will both have to compromise and work together. I probably will take Kaiser parenting classes for strong willed children as I need certain tools with Aiden. Took a breather with Scott up at Cassini which was perfectly timed as tension has filled the air this last week. Sometimes big deeps of breaths helps with life !